I don’t really blog about it as much because I’m so busy with school / photography / life that I don’t have time to research and write or edit things that aren’t linked to my work anymore unfortunately. I did a recent paper on Hannibal Lecter though so I did a lot of research into cannibals and I very recently read up on Jason Rickett’s who did some pretty nasty stuff to his cell mates and a dude called Tsutomu Miyazaki which you may find interesting to read into. I’ll try get back into posting stuff one day, haha.
Also good luck with finals! I’m having a day off studying for mine before I go crazy, I’m sure you’ll smash it. Thanks for the messssage xo
This is a really interesting question, thankyou! Have you heard of the butterfly effect / chaos theory, it’s similar in a way in that where every little decision you make could inevitably lead to a huge change over time.. but honestly, I wouldn’t change anything.
I think things you do (or don’t do) make you the person you are and if you changed anything, you wouldn’t be you. I like how I am, I think I’m a very positive and understanding person and if I did or did not do things differently who knows how different I’d be, perhaps for the worse. I think everything happens for a reason, sometimes you go through something shitty and it leads you to a person or situation who makes your life better or it teaches you things as a person, or sometimes you don’t make a decision but if you had who knows how it could have been a negative one (not making the tea could have been bad eventually, for example).
I’m also not the type of person who regrets things because I do what I want because I never want to think ‘what if’. Since I’m like that there have been times where I’m like, oops I shouldn’t have done that but I wouldn’t change it or not make certain decisions as I’d rather have done things than not. In my opinion things are meant to be as they are for a reason, I chose not to do things because it’s what was the right decision at the time and ‘bad things’ are often blessings in disguise so changing things is something I wouldn’t do.
I think life has a way of working out and there’s no point having regrets or wanting to change things or it’ll eat at you. You should accept and appreciate things how they are or make a conscious decision to change things if you don’t. I think as long as you treat others well and work hard you’ll get somewhere good and where you’re meant to be and things will work out. Sounds cheesy but it’s true. So no, I wouldn’t change anything or want to live in any other universe but the one I’m currently very happy in.
And you are incredibly sweet, thankyou! Hope you’re having a lovely day :) xo